For me the best days are those when i’m alone at home. Usually i like to wake up at 6 am and smoke two cigarettes, because my parents aren’t home and i can do it freely. After that i drink my cup of juyce and eat something tasty, rarely i can prepare omelette or pancakes for myself. After meal i smocke and get back to bed. I would listen old french music or reggae music.
     When it’s 10 pm i would read something, especially i like poetry. I try to find something that could interest me. A movie, I prefer horrors or arthouses. By the way, sometimes i spend my time for admiring Charlotte and Serge Gainsbourg.
     I like to eat, really, i like the taste of food, the texture and for me eating is a pleasure. When i’m home alone i eat a lot, because nobody can’t see and judge me. Also, when i’m alone i like to clean up my room, my bags. A couple of times i founded ants in my backpack.
    I like to call one of my friends and talk with him. I try to fix he, he try to fix me, and that’s why our friendship is so close.
     Rarely i can go to my parents room, take my father’s tabacco collection and roll couple of cigarettes.
     I meditate, try don’t thing about anything. Try to focus my attention on darkness. That’s all.
     I like spending time for myself.

Last edited by lorelei (2019-01-23 18:48:22)