It all started all back in the summer when i started to meet a lot of people and go out with a new group of friends. We were and still are like family we hung out a lot, and by a lot i mean every day and i knew i could count on them.
One day we went to a festival called "G-Fest" here in Iasi. I had a lot of fun and this is where this story starts...
That day i met two guys one that was really nice with me and another one who was really mean. After all this "G-Fest" me and my friends decided to go to a restaurant to talk and hang out a little more we were at a table, everybody ordered something and I decided to go to the bathroom just to discover before all of this ended that when i was at the bathroom one of the guys i met today was gossiping about me with another guy.
We hung out a few more times with those two guys and the one that was mean and gossiped about me apologized so i forgave him. I didn't realize I started to catch feelings for his friend and it was so confusing because i never felt that before and i didn't think I would like him because we ...........
have known eachother for a really short period of time. I started feeling bad but i still hung out with them trying to prove ....... myself that i was not in love with that guy.
Suddenly the guy that hated me became a really close person to me and i finally told him that I was in love with his friend and that I feel guilty about that and I don't know what to do. I talked with a lot of close friends in that period about what I should do and all of them advised me to follow my heart and tell him that i was in love with him so i told him just to discover he already knew i don't know from where (thanks friends) and of course he couldn't feel the same as me but he was ok with this...
We hung out with eachother a few more times and then i realized that even though he was ok with me being in love with him he couldn't give me the affection that i wanted so i started to feel really bad being around him and i took a decision (maybe a bad decision but we all make bad choices) i started avoiding him for a long time.
Soon i found out he was talking stupid things about a really close friend of mine so  called him just to understand what was in his head (just kidding i just wanted to fight with him and show him i don't have feelings for him anymore) and it all ended with him telling me how many mistakes I made when we were friends and what a horrible person I was  and of course i hung up on him and started crying, thank God i was with my really close friends and they were there to support me as they always are.
That was the end of our "relationship" if i can call that a relationship and right now i realise i was such a fool falling in love with the wrong person. I should be more careful and stop caring about stupid people and stop falling in love with the first person that jumps in my way. I hope someone can learn or realate to this story.

Last edited by BlueMoon03 (2019-01-26 00:52:18)