Dear diary,
I promise you that this is the most sincere moment. I'm not a liar.
Today at the training room, I lied to my coach just to let me free for the next 2 or 3 days. Of course with a good reason: school. Honestly for me the first place is school. After all, it's not known when I can crash and stop training. What do I do if I did not have a school? Let me tell you.
After I finished my training, I took the courage to go to my trainer and explain the situation. I really did not have what to do. I got my heart in my teeth, even if there was a risk to refuse. I tried to explain to the coach in a good way to understand: even if everything was an innocent lie. The enthusiasm was thought and the answer was, to my surprise, a positive one. But he left with a rather sad feeling. I felt guilty that I said a lie. And I also feel it when I have a little fight with my mother in banal things. And I cry, I consume. But at that moment I really felt like I had made a sin. But I decided that any problem I have I would better tell the truth and say it in a very beautiful way to convince the man or the woman.
Last edited by iioana01 (2018-06-12 13:43:26)