Today I've realised a lot of things. I think I got wiser in 24 hours. I think I'll get wiser in the next 24 hours. I think I'll become all-mighty. Or, maybe, I'll sit in bed all day, being too tired to get myself out of the door. And I'll just sit with the amount of wiseness I already got. Or maybe not.
See?
That's the thing.
You don't know what will happen. I don't know what will happen. Nobody knows what will happen. I think not even God knows what will happen. I think he sometimes just sees an opportunity and goes "Oh! I have an idea!" and he goes with the flow. "What's the worst that will happen?" he may be asking himself. Wow. The world really is just as messed up as the english language.
I'm going off subject.
Today, I've realised just how different people actually are from what they seem. You meet someone, and you think "Oh my God, I think I... just met an incredible human being!". SIKE! They're not as amazing as you think they are. Today I've realised that a very close friend of mine turned out .... being not-as-amazing as I thought she was. You know, people turn out to be fake, selfish, or they just get annoying with time. You see, that's why I was talking about how nobody knows what will happen. I mean, I didn't know I was going to hate one of the most important persons of my life. Wow. That's very sad if you say it that way. I don't know, it feels as if she didn't support me in anything anymore. As if she only cared about how to make herself liked rather than actually taknig care of me. As if she had some other goal. Somebody else, maybe? I don't really know, and I've come to the point where I don't even care anymore really. I think I'll just let life live itself and throw some jokes from time to time. I swear I'm not depressed. Just lost a little bit. And I think I've been lost for some time now. I wasn't happy. For so long.
But hey, at least I've realised, right?
Last edited by teacherovi (2017-11-12 15:41:03)