Well...Actually, I don't even know how to start.
I really like myself for being a very good student. An exceptionally one, I mean. And sometimes, being that kind of "perfect student" can make you exaggerate a bit. A bit more sometimes. All I want to say, is that being ambitious is a quality, but you need to know when to start, before it turns into recklessness.
So...Everything started a week ago, when my English teacher notified me that I need.............. one more 9 grade to really can remain that "perfect student" who I'm willing to be. God...Here we go...!
The preselection for "Indigo Mask", our school's drama club, were being finished for two months by now. But, unexpectedly, a week ago, one of the students who was about to play an important role in the play was taken to the hospital! Happily, it was only leg dislocation, but obviously, she was now unable to play her role. I was a bit sad for her, knowing that she ........ ................ trained so much in vain.
As I was walking on the school's corridor, I overheard two of my friends, Samantha and Emily, talking about Vanessa, the girl who ................ dislocated her leg that week. "Poor Vanessa, will she get that 9 grade at least?", Emily asked, "I don't know, I guess? Our English teacher is always keeping his word, no matter what happens, you know?" answered Samantha. I wish I'd never be hearing that talk. At the next moment, I was asking them for information, and about 10 minutes later I was already talking to the stage director, a tall girl one year older than me, who put me earnestly respond some questions. "Do you have a good memory?",well, I told her about my grades; "Have you ever been acting before", I explained that .......["deși"?] not since High School, but in the Primary School I had a role in each play that had been organized. Leah only put me all kind of questions and, at the end...I took it! Poor of me...
Everything has fall apart when I saw how good are the others acting compared to me. Nevertheless, they are still dissatisfied with how they interpret their role! I don't know what to do! I have better answered frankly to Leah when she was questioning me. From yesterday, all I ................. do... is watching acting tutorials on Youtube while eating ice cream because ................ losing my nerves! Yes , I could tell them the truth, but only if the show wouldn't be tomorrow! It would be only my fault ............["dacă"] they can't hold the play! But, at the same time, I really don't want to put me to shame...Now I wish I could have that kind of "indigo mask" behind which I could hide forever. God...I'm such a fool!

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